awesomething

trash.

this is not the 1st time.

for a girl like me, which seems to ignore all the love issues.

and,

it takes a lots of effort and courage to confess about my feelings.

to confess how much i need a “you” and how much i love a “you” in my life.

but when it seems not to be appreciate.

that bring back the fear of being in love.

which will end up with rejection and the crash of the ego.

im kind of girl which took a good care of my ego.

its not because i feel so good or arrogant.

but i need the ego to protect my self.

to protect my heart.

so i wont fell in love easily.

so i wont be the girl which suffer for a love that not even worth my heart.

but typically,

i always gave up for the wrong.

and i still hurt no matter how strong my ego is.

and when i’m sad and frustrated.

i’ll cry in the rain.

so nobody would see.

nobody would know.

or ill just say that,

im not crying, it just that my eyes need to pee.

yes.

my eyes do pee.

u have any problem with that?

03/14/11

Being in a relationship doesn’t mean that u hv to cut all the existing relation that u hv. Don’t be stupid ♥

02/13/11

Having options is great.But when you are one of the options,its suck.

Pipiperry,9 feb 2011,9.45pm.

02/9/11

There’s a time when friendship become so fragile. There’s a time when how long we build the friendship doesn’t even matter.
There’s a time when the closest friend become so far far away. And there’s a time where keep trying and keep falling are the same things.
” I LOVE YOU BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS.” Don’t forget.

02/8/11